so, here's the short story:
im 28, married, and yes... legally obese...
ive probably had apnea my whole life, my mother had it, and ive just dealt with it.
last 2 years, i have been on a downward slope, unemployed, no energy, no motivation, depressed, tired, etc.
2 weeks ago, i had a sleep study, and after 1 hour observing, they diagnosed my apnea, hooked me up to cpap, and i have to say: i had the best 5 hours of sleep in my life.
i woke up energized, happy, and felt good.
today, i receieved my CPAP machine, and i am super excited.
to finally be able to rest.
to wake up in the morning, without feeling angry, upset, tired.
i will frequent the forums as a way to be in contact with others like myself, and i only hope and prey that this lil machine... cumbersome or not, improves my quality of life.
the hardest thing for me is going to be learning to not sleep on my stomach... its normally the only comfy posiiton i can fall asleep in, and its a lil wierd with the cpap, but... ill manage.
ive read some other threads, and i hope that my excitement doesnt turn into frustration over this thing.
wish me luck, as i do you!
you'll be seein me around the boards... glad to find a support forum online
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a pic of my boy: the reason for me to get healthy, use CPAP, and smile

